Hello, my dear friends!
It's been long, I know, but what am I supposed to do when I feel like I have nothing to say!
Today was an absolutely gorgeous day, and I got to sit outside and get a bit of a sunburn. =)
I love spring.. somehow it just gives me this feeling of excitement, like I am being born all over again, and life suddenly seems new, and full of color, and joy! There seems to be an air of expectancy all around, and well.. it's just plain awesome. (or epic, like people around here would say. :) ) I mean, how can one help but feel joyful when you wake up in the morning and the sun is shining brightly, and the sky is a stunning blue? I am so glad that I am alive, and that God's mercies are new every, single morning.
One thing though... :) when the wind is blowing fiercely, and the sky is dark, and I see leaves skipping along on the road, I get the weirdest feeling inside of me.. I can't really describe it, and so I was wishing that I could write music. Since words can't explain what I am feeling, maybe music could... the only problem is, I cannot write music. :( Even though I very muchly wish that I had this talent, as did Vivaldi, and so many others, I am thankful that at least I can play music.. have you ever (those of you that play an instrument) realized that music is an expression of what you're feeling, or what the composer was feeling? I find it so amazing, and un-explainable that one can put emotian, the things that can't really be explained, into black dots on a page.
I realize this is probably the teacher in me that makes me talk like this as I have tried to explain to some of my younger students the art of playing with feeling, but.. yeah. Let's just say that it is very difficult. :)
I know this is a random post, but it was something!!! =)
haha very random Amy-- I totally know what you mean though. About spring YES and about music. That's one way I very often find myself 'venting'. :)
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