{{a collection of thoughts}}
+I promised myself that if you ever came back I would welcome you with open arms; that I wouldn't get bitter and that love would somehow heal every hurt, but you never did.
+It was getting late when the email showed up in my notifications, and even though darkness swirled around me as the house fell asleep, I read the words that you penned from the deepest corner of your soul and suddenly I didn't feel so alone because now I knew that you understood, that your heart was somehow connected to mine and that we would make it; fumbling through the gray, maybe, but we'd make it.
+If memories were colors then ours would be the biggest canvas in the gallery.
+ Revisiting old haunts through forgotten journals is like falling into a river and letting it carry you down stream. The heartbreak, the loneliness, the realization, and the dreams are all still there, but in a different form. We never quite break free from those darks, but we do find Someone to go to when they crash into our life and threaten to leave us with nothing; that much has never changed.
+You're beautiful, you are special, and you are loved; I can't repeat that enough.
+ This quote || Tonight I rolled the windows down even though it was freezing & and I turned the radio up and I let the cold air whip my hair around. I smiled because it's winter and I'm not even sad.
+ I promise that I will not let the past get in the way of my future.
+ Counting the stars to make time pass, is like putting together pieces of a puzzle because I don't know what I am waiting for, everything I want is here.
+ The view from the top of the mountain is something I will never forget: the icy cold wind that numbed my cheeks, the star that out shined all the others {you're like that}, and the blackness that could fill up a heart.
+ I miss you, do you miss me?
+ "Hi! I'm Olaf and I like warm hugs." || I might have really liked Frozen, but I'm not saying.
+ This song.
+Christmas break is next week, guys! I cannot decide if I am very sad or terribly excited because my classmates are the best and... I will miss them.
+ I decided that I don't like -15 degree weather.
+ Sometimes I stand in a crowd of people where you can hardly move an inch, and I wish I could go up to each person and beg them to tell me their story because I can see it in their eyes, they've got one.
+ I should thank you, you've made me stronger.
+ I am not alone, you are not alone, and none of us are alone.
+ This world is dark, but Jesus is the light; we have Him in our hearts and we're going to glow.
hugs || Amy Jane
yes. yes. and yes. 2 especially. ;)
ReplyDeletei think we're going to make it fine. just fine, yeah?
love you so much, my besest amelia pond. <3 <3
Oh, love that quote from Frozen too!
ReplyDeleteEnjoyed your post!
number four... oh yes. it astounds me how everything is so much the same, yet so very different. It's a bit like what C.S. Lewis said: "Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different..." And that quote >>>>>. Gah, I feel as though it describes my life.
ReplyDeleteI love your posts of bits and pieces of life. It's like looking through a mini scrapbook and seeing the good times and the not-so-good times all at once.
i love you to the moon and back! xxx.
(also, I promise there is a post in the making for our blog. I would finish it tonight, but I was up till 2 am last night, but tomorrow is gonna be a big day, and I'm almost dropping. :P So, I will try to finish it sometime tomorrow evening. >hug< )